💙 Me as a person

hey ^.^!. people on steam really don't care about what I am saying or writing right now but you know there are some good people out there who can understand what I feel (trust me it will be hard af because sometimes I don't know what I feel as well ) okay, let's talk about some stuff about me since it's my profile. I am a person who does not like everyone and a person who does not care about popularity. I don't like everyone and i have a reason as well some people act like little b*tches they don't care about others how do they feel how life is going for them and it's a saddest thing about our world ( i am a person who cares about you (just trust me i am not trying something or asking for something this is what i feel) u can tell me about urself i won't tell it anyone you know if you tell your bad feelings to someone it will make you feel better i am a guy who can understand your pain just say. i don't rly care you are selfish or not, narcissistic or not. i am not forcing anyone to say things about your self it's your choice you tell me or not. also, one thing i am 15 (16 almost, who cares) but just please don't judge me because i am small i know almost every bad feelin'. you are 9 years old? i don't care you are 30+? i don't care just say "i feel low" or depressed or sad... i am here with you anytime you want. even if i am a boy i can say that i do cry sometimes like a little baby ) crying sometimes make bad feelings go away ) so try it. watching animes or listening sad music is my lifestyle ^.^ (gaming) if you play cs or other games you will find many people who care about how your profile looks like, how you play cs like a pro or not, you are rich or not, you are beautiful or not but, it's not like that i do care about personality people who are depressed or sad they are the best friends trust me... why i am wright this ? i have no idea when i am sad i just want to help someone you won't believe me but some times i do care about my 3-4 best friends more than my self. it's hard to believe yea? that was predictable. one last thing you really don't have to have many friends just find one and that's it one great friend is way better than 30 but fake ) (just listening to sad chilly music reading lyrics and tears are coming on their own) sometimes i have really bad day or days those are the worse, tears are coming from no where i felt depressed or sad no idea why usually i love helping ppl when they feel low, sad or even worse depressed i just love doing it make them happier and stuff it makes me happy as well. for me depression does not mean that if you have it you have to be suicidal... at least i am not. i am used to it that most of the time nobody cares what i feel so being on low mood it's nothing for me but, now i found the best friend of mine she really helps me and i am so glade that i have her as a friend on steam. :UDG_Heart:
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friend rules!
If u want to be my friend one thing that u have to know please, just please, do not be my close friend, if one day u are going to delete me. it does not feel good. Even if we are close friends and we fight about something it does not mean that u have to delete me, as u read above i am not "♥♥♥♥♥♥♥" or whatever, i don't think about nudes* and other stuff that much (believe or not I don't care) i want only at least nice friendship (does not matter girl or boy) not like deleting me and stuff cuz of silly things. dont say any good stuff on me if then u will delete me. sometimes i love my friends like my brother or sister (i dont have sister but still) i already have experienced how does it feel to be deleted by ur best friend (i got added back again but...) it makes my heart go away, please don't try it, and yes... i did cry when the "best friend" deleted me it was the worse day. I hope it won't happen again ( hope we will be great friends)
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suicide (thoughts, committing)

i have some stuff to say to you about why you must not kill your self even if you are depressed i really think those things will help you, if not add me and talk a bit, i would love to. some of the words are not my words someone said them and i just i don't know let's say using them. let's start: you think if you kill your self no one would miss you? you are wrong i will miss you what about your parents? they are going to miss you your friends your gf/bf you are not alone on this planet yk someone always cares about you and that someone is so close to you. what about stuff you always wanted to do your dream job, your own car just everything... what about stuff that you always wanted to do you will never do that if you commit... what about your fav films? fav games, animes, fav ice cream, and much more... you are worth it. don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. what about hugs. there's so much you would miss out on doing. i love you. even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years. being able to meet your Internet friends. you can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit. staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one. one day your smile will be real. the world would not be the same if you didn't exist. you are totally worth to live. "you give my life purpose and maybe that's enough because that's just the greatest thing one friend can give another.
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Pc!

🎮 New Pc!
🎮Geforce GTX 1050Ti 4Gb
🎮8GB Ram
🎮Intel Core I5 8400
🎮1RB Hard Drive
🎮120 GB SSD
🎮64-Bit Operating System

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Dead By DayLight Ranks

Survival Main Rank 1

Killer Main Rank 1

Main Survival: Dwight Fairfield And Nea Karlsson

Main Killers: I Love All The Killers But Maybe Leatherface & Nurse Are The Best

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