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No lie, but today is day 69 for me (I hit 10 week mark tomorrow). I visit r/leaves when I feel like smoking again, which admittedly has been every day for the past 2 weeks now. The only reason I want to start smoking again is to have amazing sex again. I am 35 years old, married, and currently lack any desire for sex. Its has been a huge problem for me since quitting smoking. When I smoke daily, I want to have sex all the time (which is a different problem I had). Now I am at the other end of the problem and not wanting it. Honestly sex is my favorite thing about smoking, and if I could chose just one time to smoke it would be before sex. I came here not offer any real advice or support, but to read others posts as I too suffer the exact same problem.

Not gonna be active on Discord tonight. I'm meeting a girl (a real one) in half an hour (wouldn't expect a lot of you to understand anyway) so please don't DM me asking me where I am (im with the girl, ok) you'll most likely get aired because ill be with the girl (again I don't expect you to understand) shes actually really interested in me and its not a situation i can pass up for some meaningless Discord degenerates (because ill be meeting a girl, not that you really are going to understand) this is my life now. Meeting women and not wasting my precious time online, I have to move on from such simple things and branch out (you wouldnt understand)

hey, sorry I saw your profile and I just thought you looked cute in your picture, I really wanted to tell you that)) It's really rare to see girls playing video games haha! I don't know why its a guy thing honestly im like really against misogyny and like ill be the one in the kitchen making sandwiches. We should really play rust sometime its a really cool survival game with a lot of scary moments, but don't worry ill be there to protect you ;) sorry that wasnt flirting I swear Im just trying to be friendly I really like your profile picture sorry was that too far? Really sorry i'm really shy I don't go out much haha add me on skype we should talk more you look really nice and fun xxx

I love you, Merry Christmas