„Voleti, a ne biti voljen, isto je što i odazivati se, a da te niko ne zove"

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

Have you ever wondered why
in a dream you can touch a fallen sky
Or fly to the heavens that watch over you
Telling me it's a voodoo

Life's going by me. And still I say,
Oh God! I'm making the same mistakes.

Even though I can't touch you
Even though I can't hold you
I'll stand by your side
Till everything goes by
Till everything is passed
I'm falling to black

Dragged down, rubbing my face in the ground
No time for the undecided
I wanna know why I've always felt alone
And I wanna love, why am I untouchable?

I don't know if I can say
I've lived through everything
But I've walked this earth alone
With barefeet broken in the snow
And my father said to me
It never seems to be
A simple walk down an icy, cold, broken road

My fears come alive
In this place where I once died
Demons dreaming
Knowing I... I just needed to realign

Everything was free and everything was fast
Never even thought it wouldn't last
When you got the mind of a man in the middle
Life is just a big fat riddle, so figure it out
Always thinking that you know
Every little thing there is to know
But you don't really know, ya know?
It's like love, some people get it
For some it's just a glove that just never fitted
For me it's just a pain in the ass
But I'm addicted to the taste of hoping it could last

Do we always gotta cry?
Do we always gotta live inside a lie
Life is just a blast that's movin' really fast
You better stay on top or life will kick you in the ass

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Silver Elite : ✖
Silver Elite Master : ✔
Gold Nova 1 : ✔
Gold Nova 2 : ✔
Gold Nova 3 : ✔
Gold Nova Master : ✔
Master Guardian 1:✔
Master Guardian 2 : ✔
Master Guardian Elite :✔
Distinguished Master Guardian :✔
Legendary Eagle : ✔
Legendary Eagle Master : ✔
Supreme Master First Class : ✔
The Global Elite : ✔

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