Radiation is like life, a uniquely damaging event. Perhaps il live a another 30 years. perhaps i will die tomorrow. i am telling my story here. the story about how Solomon used power-hungry men like Al-Bishir and kaffarov to set fire to the world. And the American marine who like me. chose the hardest path of all. but they have no regrets. i have always served Russia, trying make a difference. sometimes i was forced to make difficult choices. many lives have been saved, many have been lost. i am certain Moscow does not view this in the same light as i do. But enough is enough. As Vladamir would say. You can only die ounce, make sure it is worth it.