My pain is self-chosen
At least, so the prophet says
I could either burn
Or cut off my pride and buy some time
A head full of lies is the weight, tied to my waist
The river of deceit pulls down, oh oh
The only direction we flow is down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
My pain is self-chosen
At least I believe it to be
I could either drown
Or pull off my skin and swim to shore
Now I can grow a beautiful shell for all to see
The river of deceit pulls down, yeah
The only direction we flow is down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
The pain is self-chosen, yeah
Our pain is self-chosen
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down...


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“𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘶𝘯𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦.” – 𝘒𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘊𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘪𝘯


𝘽𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝘾𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙚:

alias "+jumpthrow" "+jump;-attack"; alias "-jumpthrow" "-jump"; bind b "+jumpthrow"

-novid -nojoy -console -refresh 144 -freq 144 -high

bind mouse5 "USE weapon_smokegrenade"
bind mouse4 "USE weapon_flashbang"
bind backspace "BUY kevlar"
bind 8 "BUY vesthelm"
bind uparrow "BUY deagle"
bind downarrow "BUY awp"
bind leftarrow "BUY smokegrenade"
bind rightarrow "BUY flashbang"
bind end "disconnect"
bind del "quit"

800dpi, i.g sens .93, zoom sens 1, PR 1000hz.


cl_crosshairsize 1; cl_crosshairgap -2; cl_crosshairthickness 1; cl_crosshaircolor 5; cl_crosshaircolor_b 144; cl_crosshaircolor_g 195; cl_crosshaircolor_r 27; cl_crosshairdot 0; cl_crosshairstyle 4; cl_crosshairalpha 250; cl_crosshairgap_useweaponvalue 0; cl_crosshairusealpha 1; cl_crosshair_drawoutline 0; cl_crosshair_sniper_width 1;