I need to get this off my system not just my chest honestly! I have no idea where this is coming from but he basically wants me to roleplay as a "man" the next time we're intimate. The whole pant suit (his suit he wants me to use) and tie and even mustache! I got weirded out and said no because it really felt off to me. I mean yes I'm not trying to kink shame but trying to get me to act as if I'm a man really feels off. He started complaining saying I was blowing this whole thing out of propotion and that he gets turned on by the "idea" of women acting as "men" currently. I refused to do because I'm uncomfortable but he's sulking hard about it saying if he were in my shoes he'd this for me but I doubt it.
but again, this could be nothing and I'm just overreacting but I can't help but feel uncomfortable.

the first time i played gta online and saw that majestic ass. that amazing walking style. i immediately put off my clothes and started to heavily masturbate to her while i i followed her in first person to see her. when i finished in 20 seconds i went to rule34.xxx and looked up gta_online while masturbating again. it was beautiful. i stayed all night finding, screenshotting and masturbating to female gta online characters and did that for 2 days and after getting my 1 hour sleep. i dont get attracted to real women anymore. they are ugly, irreplaceable and worthless unless they look exactly like a female gta online character. all i care about is gta online female characters. my parents want to send me to therapy because i masturbated to screenshots of gta online female characters while eating dinner with them but i refuse. i have found my meaning in life and they cannot stop me

FAZE THE ♥♥♥♥ UP GAMER

he's big ♥♥♥♥♥, ♥♥♥♥♥ my goat.