Omg I hate my life so much.... So today I was just trying to get high to escape my hellish reality for just a few hours hopefully. I poured gasoline into my dads tobacco pipe, and just as I lit my match and was going to take a hit my mother burst through the door and screamed a deafening scream that lasted approximately 10 minutes straight. She then proceeded to strip me naked and tied me down to a chair in our basement, then brought several buckets of boiling paint which she then poured on me permanently changing my skin color. I screamed and begged her to stop but it was too late. The deed had been done. The pain was beyond anything words could even begin to express, lucky for me I passed out as she poured the 69th bucket over me. Now I look like a hideous beast... I never had many friends but I’m ashamed to even tell the few I do have what happened, can someone please help? I literally look like a terrifying deformed humanoid rainbow.