Hey jacob, it's wyatt. I know you've been gone for quite some time now. I also know we weren't very close even as cousins. When I heard you committed suicide on the ship, I didn't know what to think. I know you were suffering. I couldn't imagine what it was like as a nuke on the ship, being underway while far from family. I know you were suffering. I hope you aren't suffering anymore. I know if you had received the help you needed, you'd still be here. You did a great service volunteering your life to the Navy, but that's exactly what they got; Your life.Anyways bro, I miss you. I miss visiting you guys in illinois as kids. Grandma Marlys and Grandpa Dan are in Georgia now closer to my parents. I think they're a lot happier now. I don't know about everyone else. Your parents, Danny and Elspbeth miss you. We all miss you. I'll pray for you bro. We all have the watch now, shipmate.