i still mean it

I'm sorry i shouldn't have said those things about you you are a better person than I you are up front and honest and im nothing compared to you all these times of me mocking ypu are just because im jealous and could nevercompare to you i wanted you to know this for so long but i havent been brave enough to tell you now ive said it and please feel free to hate me because after all that i have done i really dont derserve any of the support you give me im a nobody a waste of space in the infinity we inhabit we are just grains on an infinite beach that is all of time and space i just wanted to be cool like you but i guess that will never happen so before i kms i just want to say sorry i hope you get that home you've always wanted and raise a family and have 3 kids just like you always dreamed youve earned everyting and more buddy reach for the stars and forget nobodies like me because i dont derserve you and you dont derserve to have such ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ like me