"SimpLe yet compLex,, siLent yet screaming!.."

I am not an easy person to get to truly know. It is rare for me to show my true self to anyone. This reluctance to express my feelings openly is steeped in a fear of being exposed to attack. Despite my cautious approach to showing my emotions, my passion runs deep. Emotionally, there are very few gray areas for me. I either love something or you hate it. I thrive on intense emotional situations and unrestrained passion. The world's many mysteries enthrall me. Although deeply emotional, I am very good at keeping my feelings in check when events call for a cool head and clear thinking. I am very curious about everything around me. I love anything that challenge me mentally. I rarely stay with any one subject long enough to fully understand it. Subjects simply grow stale very fast for me, and the next subject is a lure I cannot resist. I learn very quickly and I have the ability to see why things are the way they are and sometimes where they are going in the future. Nothing irritates me more today than small-minded prejudices. My goals in life are not usually mainstream in nature. I tend to draw my goals from my inner world. I tend to keep both my frustrations and my hopes to myself. At times, I lack confidence and the courage to take action. I need to develop self-assurance. *Note* Most people thinks that I'm a suplada and maldita! But I'm not. I can be crazy, noisy & jolly myself whenever the mood strikes. ( wheew! with matching *Note* *LOL* ) *More about me: - interested only when it's fun - i love to dance - sincere like hallmark (yikes!) - helpful like a nicotine patch - bad like a mugshot (hmm) - hard to find like a remote control (wheew!) - open like wounds - unexplainable like lies - LOVES LIKE A FAT KID LOVES CAKES (yay bold!) - cheated like exams (sob T_T) - carmelized like crunch - proud like a veteran - a victim like everyone else... "I am INEXISTENT", but in the eyes of those who understand, I EXIST. "I am EVIL", but to people who learned to dig deep within me, I became the definition of GOOD. "I am NUMB", but to a few whom I learned to like and trust, I became the MOST SENSITIVE person they ever knew. "I am SIMPLE", yet COMPLEX. To the world, "I am NOTHING", but to the lives I`ve touched, I may be there EVERYTHING. In whatever way you may accept me, I`d still be "WHO I AM"