Isn't it so convincing how that blade slide 'cross my throat?
Coke residue all in my nose
Couple graves dug for my foes and it goes
On and on, my girlfriend calling my phone
Ain't seen her in about a week, this depression got me weak
Ever wake up every day and you want to die? Yes!
Life going good, can't figure out why
Blank walls all around me, keep the pills nearby
Playin' with the nine, then I close my eyes
$uicide only thing gonna gratify this urge to leave
Can't you hear my plea? I'm down on my knees