i was once in love with a man named Deekei, our love affair couldnt be made public over the fear of my wife finding out. Our sinful lust for one another would one day be just a dream. Ive been so depressed im not sure i can keep living with myself. I know what i must do, murder suicide is the only thing that will hold together the fabric of both space and time. Do you know whats on the other side of rainbows?

God forgive me for what i must do

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75EQDptEKqU

soooooooo lonely

So very lonely