loving you is no longer gift, but a curse
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I miss you very much, while you are happy with someone else. I really do not regret that i met you on a warm July day, but as fate has shown, we are not made for each other. I often remember when I warmed your hands in the winter... hands... I will never forget how you held my hand as if I really meant something to you. You know, I don't hold a grudge against you, you are happy, even if not with me, but happy. This is the most important thing for me. Forgive me... And I hope that we will meet again...