10 years. A whole ♥♥♥♥♥♥ decade since this man has played Garrys Mod. At this point, I don't even think it's a joke anymore. I think he's actually dead. I've loved and lost in the time this guy has been away. I've become a legitimate, grown adult with a full-time career. Passage of time is insane.

He has to be dead.

I genuinely think he's dead.

Can you, like, not be dead?

Surely he is still alive.

yep, still dead