Wounds caused by strangers are painful enough. Injuries inflicted by people we count as friends are crushing. Yet the wounds we receive at the hands of fellow Christians cause a wasting sickness of the soul. Left unchecked and unhealed, they affect how we view ourselves, how we relate to other Christians even how we relate to God.



So very glad I was perm-banned from Christian Crew Gaming 4 years ago. Now I really understand what Christians are all about. The following are some important things I learned from interacting with Christians on the internet.

1. Never trust Christians with your personal life. They will take your weakness and use it against you.

2. Never put time into other Christians and try to help them, be there for them, etc. They will turn on you like a pack of wild dogs. Jesus said in Matthew 7:6, “Do not give dogs what is holy, and do not throw your pearls before pigs, lest they trample them underfoot and turn to attack you.” Also...Proverbs 9:7–8 states, “Whoever corrects a mocker invites insults; whoever rebukes the wicked incurs abuse. Do not rebuke mockers or they will hate you; rebuke the wise and they will love you.” I learned the hard way that there are VERY few you should ever give your time to.

3. And that leads into the third and most painful lesion I learned. Never, ever think that fellow Christians will be there for you in the difficult times in your life. They won't. In fact, most will run from you at the first sign of any hardship. That thing in the Bible about "Loving One Another"...it is few and far between with Christians.

4. Once you somehow lose their trust, you can never earn it back. I know that trust and forgiveness are two different things, but they go hand in hand. So can they really have forgiven in the first place?
(I never sinned against anyone, just stood my ground when I saw wrong being done....and as a female, you just don't do that to "Christian" guys or you will be put in your place.)

5. Perhaps the worse thing I learned is that people call themselves Christian but never go beyond that name and BECOME Christian.

6. I also learned how easy it is to betray someone.


I am a sinner and I screw up just like all people do but when someone continues to live in their sin and repeat their actions that cause harm to others and will not listen to the convictions from the Holy Spirit, are they still on milk or maybe not even saved?




https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPMu6b4ZA_M










All the times I waited and wondered
Even reaching out to nothing
The hurt it has caused my soul
Rejection you will never know















Sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet because they missed you the first time.






Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. ― Mark Twain























do i want the fame
no
do i need the shame
no
do i need some love
yes
do you even know
yes
that's what hurts the most
love left hanging like a coat
all lonely and full of dust
on a hook about to rust
falls to the floor
oh, God, nevermore



to reconcile was there
what always was your hope
he dashed the brains out
and now you must just cope

all that pain you carry
the hurt he laid on you
is in the past and far away
go on to something new

I shall repay He said
it's not yours to bother
was looking for a little hope
the year I lost my father

to love one another
the lesion of the day
the pain with out love
you travel another way

lost but not lost
away but still close
seeing with different eyes
lies that mean the most

that is in the past now
changed not for the better
try to forgive and forget
is all that even mattered

cut it all away
leave nothing hanging on
walk away from the ♥♥♥♥ pile
open skies are beyond