My name is Van, I'm 30 years old, and I'm from Japan... I'm an artist, I'm a performance artist. I'm hired for people to fulfill their fantasy, their DEEP♂DARK♂FANTASY♂. I was gonna be a movie star y'know, modeling and acting. After a hundred or two auditions and small parts I decided y'know I had enough, Then I got into escort work. The client requests contain a lot of fetishes, so I just decided to go y'know... full ♂MASTER♂ and change my whole entire house into a dungeon... ♂DUNGEON♂MASTER♂ now with a full dungeon in my house and It's going really well. Fisting ... is 300 bucks and usually the guy is pretty much hard on pop to get really relaxed y'know and I have this long latex glove that goes all the way up to my armpit and then I put on a surgical latex glove up to my wrist and just lube it up and it's a long process y'know to get your whole ... arm up there but it's an intense feeling for the other person. I think for myself too, you go in places that even though it's physical, with your hand, but for some reason it's also more emotional it's more psychological too and we both get you know reach the same place, it's really strange at the same time and I find sessions like that really exhausting at the end.

I don't know, I feel kinda naked because I am looking at myself for the first time, well not myself but this aspect of my life for the first time and it's been gosh... three to five years already? I never thought about it... Kinda sad I feel kinda sad right now, I don't know why...