I do the same ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ everyday. Everyday feels like sunday I cannot escape. My mind is sick my mind is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ sick. I am not satisfied with anything. I do not care about progressing in my life. Throughout my life I cared about other people who did not care about me. No one truly cares anyway. Life is just a waste of time. My life especially. Even though my family says they care. Deep down. They do not. Friends will come and go. You know my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ life is a joke and i'm truly lost in life. My friend saved my life. My friend saved my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ life. It's getting less stressful and crazy now but still i'm lost. I see the fake humans and their fake smiles with their fake love. I'll ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ kill all of them. I am not crazy. I truly am not. The only reason I am alive is because of the people who were there for me when I was crying desperately for help. help. help. My real family is dead to me. But I will always love them. They didn't want to accept the face that I was ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up. You're not depressed you're not sad you're wasting your time, they didn't get it until it was over. I saw everything before it happened. No one cared until they saw me progressing. Losing friends was the best thing that has ever happened to me. Now people come in my life, I am very grateful for them and everyone around me. I constantly get let down. I always get let down. Maybe because I expect so much from people who truly dont give a ♥♥♥♥ about me. I get attached to people I shouldn't have. I expect too much. Might as well say ♥♥♥♥ em. And ♥♥♥♥ it. I'll die alone. Hahaha. I'm such a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥. Depressed, hopeless, well at least I know who I am.