You don't have a grave for me to visit so I guess this is the best I could hope for. The boys are getting ♥♥♥♥ done. You'd be so proud of them. You are missed so ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ much. Not a single day goes by where I don't think about you. You were such a light in our lives and its been such a dark year without you. If there is something after this I hope you're somewhere nice. The love that you gave everyone is something we all could use right now. I wish I wasn't such an anxious mess or else I'd try to take that role on. Still wouldn't be the same because it still wouldn't be you. We will shuffle on as best we can. Just enjoy some rest for now. We love you.

Its weird how I can write here like you are going to get this somehow. I am going to miss you. I am going to miss you and wish for a day I could just hear from you again. You were always a tremendous friend. I hope you knew you were loved, unconditionally by me, the boys, and so many others. You were amazing.

❤