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Zashiya

I'll Give You A Taste Of F*cking Hate.

United Kingdom (Great Britain)

Sometimes I wonder why I turned out like this but then I stop and embrace it, cause sh*tty people exist. You can't tell what's going on in my head, just like you can't kill someone who's already dead.

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Burn it down and forget what I would try to hide so incessantly but I just can’t find release
for all the pain in my heart and all the ache it causes me while I bleed out for the people who’ve forgotten me. It’s time to say what rests on my mind, ever since I fell to pieces, I’ve never felt so alive. The pain of being all alone, of lessons never learned, and of the constant burning pain of always chasing things I don’t deserve. Don’t go looking when you know what’s there. I promise there’s no way to prepare. But still I wait to fix this other part of me but there’s no way that I can breathe without release. Please, let me sleep. I’m still haunted in my dreams and everything I’ve ever come to love has left me. Cause not a thing in this world is what it seems. I beg you to find me. I’m haunted by the screaming in the night. A fear that drives me to resent my name. I put these walls to shame. I toss and turn but there’s no peace of mind. There’s no diffusing this eternal hate.

Always on about making the right choice, but how should I know when I just can't stop what I've pushed away for way too long, the path I know is gone. I take this pain as if I could wake up,
say I'm done. Brush it off and forget it. My mind is stuck. I bring the worst out within myself.
There's too many nights I've been kept up that I've had enough. Don't tell me that I think too much. I pray to be back to days where there was substance, I can't forgive these feelings that I hold inside, they destroy me. No matter what I say, I still feel this f*cking hate.

We’re stuck in the same old standstill again, sick of waiting for you to feel it. Always waiting for the next breakdown to begin. Scared of getting too complicated.
What a shame, hiding in your shell again. Bitter, f*cked out of better days and missed opportunities. I don’t wanna hear that the times are changing, I’m the same as I’ve always been. Why can’t you see? Are you even listening to me?

I am not the one to blame for the monsters we’ve become. Get in or get out. I don’t care, but don’t waste my time. Stand by my side or you can move on with your life. Burnt out, enslaved. I’m left carry a weight that has me worn down In doubt. I’m left to drown with no oxygen.
Burnt out, drain me until there’s nothing left to bleed. Burdened by the chains and too exhausted to run away. I gave you everything. You spit it back in my face, It never meant anything. Left me to swallow the pain, so much for the dream.

You took what you could just to throw me away. I gave you everything.
So much for the dream. I gave you everything.

† 03/11/2014 †

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☆☆☆ GOLD ☆☆☆ 31 Oct, 2023 @ 6:04am

Hoffe es geht dir gut. Lg Martin :-)

Rael2Kwaii 29 Apr, 2019 @ 5:39am

+rep good and nice trader

Ervincas 16 Aug, 2018 @ 4:57pm

You're a really nice man, I'm have soo much fun time spending with You. I wish that we will be better and better friends :)

Elias 28 Apr, 2017 @ 6:23am

good skins bro

CaptainCroft 27 Apr, 2017 @ 4:18am

I added you because I love your quotes :)

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