time capsule 2023-2024 [open.spotify.com]
interlude 2024 [open.spotify.com]
love & memories music assortment [open.spotify.com]

[august 8, 2025]

you & "her" seem talking again, good;
one less loose thread to worry about.
have fun this weekend, see you later;
I'll continue crossing after your game.
⭐

[august 6, 2025]

you changed from when we met; I'm glad.
sucks your old friends/exes hurt our shot.
yet I didn't make it easy on you, to be fair;
we should work on thinking for ourselves.
⭐

[august 1, 2025]

for three of your blessings,
I'll offer three of my songs;
the sounds of my own city,
decades before of my past.

[july 27, 2025 (stream text excerpt)]

a lot has happened, and I'm still not sure what to say, if at all.
there are some things I do want to say, but it can wait until next week.
I still consider what happened a private matter, and I plan to keep it that way.
but I do feel that some things do need to be said, I just don't know what yet.
at the very least, I want to apologize.
I was too fragile, too confident in the wrong ways, and not enough in the right ways.
but I'd like to think everyone involved did the best they could at the time.
I'll try to think on what to say and how to word it next weekend.
but at the bare minimum for closure's sake, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that it couldn't work out the way we wanted it to.
I'm sorry. but thank you for trying your best with me.
even if you don't think you tried your best, you did the best you could at the time.
I know it hurts. it hurts us both, even if we know for now we can't have what we want.
I can only hope you'll find the wind in your sails again, whether by me or not.
and that you'll find what you're looking for, someday. I wish for your happiness.
maybe one day it'll happen for us both, what we wanted with each other.
if not, then what we want for each other, I wish for that to be.
I know we helped each other greatly despite things, and it still shows in us both.
I want to believe that such will stay with us, so that we can keep fighting on.
so, keep being true to yourself, and I will too. thank you, always.
may we never succumb to darkness. I love you. I forgive you.
I will never stop, because of you, and what you mean to me.
I'm just sorry I couldn't do more, and...
I'm sorry. thank you.
like I said, I'll think up specific things I feel need to be said next week.
but for now, take care, always.

I'll always think of you, no matter what we are to each other, and how things are.