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Shimamura!? What’s with you? You know, I’m fine with just you. I don’t need anybody else but you. Really, I don’t. You’re all that I need! It’s not like I’m being selfish. Maybe a little. I’m not asking for much, am I? Everybody else is whatever... I don’t want them around! I just want them to go away! But why do you end up going someplace else, Shimamura? Come here... Come over here... Be with me... Don’t ever leave me! Just stay by my side... Just let me be with you! Who even is that girl? I don’t know her! I don’t want you turning into someone I don’t know! I want to know everything about you! I don’t like you having parts I wish I didn’t know about, but I’d hate not knowing them even more! It hurts, it hurts... I’m in pain, Shimamura... I wanted to ask you to hang out... I even thought about going to the festival with you, you know... I wanted to go! So why did you go with another girl? Were you having fun with her? Where are you right now? Are you with her right now? Shimamura, Shimamura... Hey, are you listening? Why not? Isn’t this just like usual? Am I acting weird? I’m acting weird, right? I know that, but I still want to know. I want to know all about you... I’m going insane. I don’t want to be apart from you, Shimamura. I want to always be with you. It doesn’t even matter where. Anywhere’s fine, as long as I’m with you. I haven’t seen you at all lately... I want to see you, but if I saw you right now, I’d probably cry... I’m crying right now... Who is that girl? What is she to you? That’s all I can think about... Hey, are you listening? Would you rather be with that girl than me? Am I no good? What’s wrong with me? I’ll fix it, so tell me! I’ll definitely fix myself, so please, I’m begging you, tell me! I want to know! You know, Shimamura... there are things I’d do just for your sake... Even if someone was just like you in every way, it wouldn’t matter! Not that there would be... I didn’t mean that... It just has to be you, Shimamura... I didn’t want to talk about this... I wanted to talk about something else... But I just can’t get it out of my head... ‘Cause... Shimamura... you were laughing, weren’t you? I hate seeing you laugh for someone else...! Doesn’t that suck? Doesn’t it? You’ve never felt that way, Shimamura? Hey, who do you like? Do you have anybody you like? Can you even do that? Do you know what love is? You know, I get scared sometimes... Why do you stay by my side? Well, we’re friends, right? We’re at least that, right? Do you think of me as a friend? Do you... Shimamura... Uuu... Ueee... Shimamura... Let me hear your voice... I want to hear you... Talk to me... You’re my number one, Shimamura... Understand me... I just want you to get me... I want us to understand each other... I want to be your number one, too! I really do, so please...! But, whenever something awful happens, I feel like I’m about to shatter... I just don’t feel like I’m dear to you... Dear to you... That sounds weird, right? But, I want to be important to you! I want you to treasure me! I don’t want to be grouped with all the others! Seriously, even if just a little bit... Please think something of me... Have you thought about me, Shimamura? We haven’t met at all this summer, but have you thought of me just once? You know I’ve been thinking about you all summer. You’re all that I’ve thought about. It’s all you. So you do the same! Think about me lots... You and I are different, right? We really are! Of course, I know that, but I still want for you to do all that... Even after you betrayed me like this, I still wanted to call you. But even if I call you, nothing goes anywhere. I don’t even know what to do... Hey, Shimamura? Shimamura? Is the phone still connected? You can hear me, right? But you’re far away. You’re so far... I want to see you. I want to see your face to face. I want you to smile for me. I want you to hear me. I want you to tell me that everything will be alright. Where are you right now? Where? Are you with someone? Is it that girl? Who is she? I’ve asked you so many times, right? Is it the type of relationship where you can’t give an answer? What is she to you? Is she more important to you than me? No, I hate that! I can’t imagine it... No, no, tell me I’m wrong, tell me I’m misunderstanding! I don’t know you after all. You know, I’m thinking about you all the time! Is that no good? Is that not enough? Should I think about you more? Tell me, what should I do? If you just tell me, I’ll do my best. I promise I’ll try my best. Honestly, I don’t care about that girl at all. All I know is that the Shimamura I want to see is different... and that I need to change... I know that... but... I just... Shimamura... Hey, Shimamura... What’re you thinking right now? Am I strange? Am I weirding you out? Come on, talk about yourself. Call out to me... Close the distance... It’s always me doing it, you know... It’s always me! This is what happens with a one-way relationship! This is what ends up happening... So, please... Come to me... Shimamura, do you hate me? I’m mistaken, right? No, no, please don’t hate me... I don’t want you to hate me... I couldn’t stand that... I want... I want you to like me... I just want someone to like me... No, that’s not right... I just want to be liked by you... Shimamura, do you hate me? Do you hate me just like my mom does? Are you going to stop calling out to me? Are you going to pretend I’m a stranger? What should I even say? What am I supposed to do? Do you want me to fly? Jump up and down? Hold your hand? That’s supposed to work, but when I actually do it, you won’t even look at me... So what was I supposed to do? How do I go about getting people to... Shimamura... I want to hear your voice... Say something, make me feel at ease... But, don’t smile for anybody else. Laugh for me. Smile for me... My head hurts... My stomach hurts... If you’re interested in me, why don’t you ever call? Answer me... I want to know... I want to know! I want to know more about you, Shimamura... My thoughts have just been rattling around since we started talking... I know I’m repeating myself, but I just can’t do anything else! I can’t think of anything other than you, Shimamura... It’s nothing but you... Even so, I... Shimamura, you’re so important to me... I want to cherish you... I hate the idea of not cherishing you! So... please look at me... when you’re not... when you’re looking at others... No... I hate it... No, no, no... Are you gonna go out with her again? Where are you gonna go? Are you gonna go to town together with that girl? To the places we went to together? No, I hate that! Don’t overwrite our memories together! I’ll always remember, you know... If you paint over everything like that... If you go again with her, will things be different? If you go to the same places, will you see different sights with her? No, I don’t want that! No, no! I don’t... Please... Keep our memories separate from hers! Please get me... That’s so weird! No! No, I know, I’m the one who’s weird! I know that, and yet... It’s because of you... I just can’t stop thinking about you... Even now... Shimamura, Shimamura... Shima... Hic...! Mu... mura... Uuee... U, uuu... Shimamura... Shimamura... Hic...! Uuu... Shimamura... I want you, Shimamura... That’s all I want, really... Shimamura... So please... Shimamura... Hic...! Shimamura... Shimamura...
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paints 19 Mar @ 10:18am 
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super cool user thank you for providing kissable girls
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