It kinda sucks. I'm so used to being online that I've noticed, that around steam at least, people forget you're an actual human being. I've noticed in real life too. Online, strangers are more hostile and suspicious. In real life, strangers assume the worst and it makes it hard to make friends. I'm not sure if it's just me who notices this or not, but I've always struggled socially and this always makes me want to give up. I'm harmless, I try to do what's right. I'm just quiet in real life, and when someone does get to know me, I'm a little odd. I just want love, real love, not the fake ♥♥♥♥ you see everywhere. It's all I've ever wanted. I try to show kindness to everyone, and see things from an objective point of view. Maybe I'm opening myself up to bad people, I don't know.

Life just feels cold and lonely. Depressing. It sucks.

And I see it everyday, when people will ignore or mistreat someone for being a little different, assuming the worst from them without ever really giving them a chance to show their true colors. I thought it was cool to be different now? Not that I really care about being cool. Maybe I just need help. I'm not really sure why I'm posting this, I guess just to put it somewhere. There's really no point.