gay dork
bunnygirl elf vampire
she/her





"If kisses could kill, that one would've flattened several small towns."


I may have wasted all those years
But they're not worth their time in tears
I may have spent too long in darkness
In the warmth of my fears
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I used to let that get to me
Now I look for the good in it
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We're dying in the wake of gods and decrees remain arcane
And everything around us is a consequence of pain
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There is a dream that tells me I am haunted
It comes to visit every fortnight or so
I wake up having lost all I ever wanted
And a bleak apparition wants what I hold
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When can I take you from this place?
When is the word but a sigh?
When is death our lone beholder?
When do we walk the final steps?
When can we scream instead of whisper?
When is the new beginning?
And the end of this sad madrigal
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I walked away, now remember me, lover
I told you lies, now remember me, lover
I took your money, remember me, lover
I ruined your life, now remember me, lover
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Here we all are, born into a struggle
To come so far, but end up returning to dust
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A raven holding to narrow wrist
Pull it tight
Clothes are torn and the body twists
A single light
The worse the struggle, the more you fail
Strands fall down
The more you like it, the more it hurts
Why stop now?
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So I got all these things, but so what?
In the end you can't take them with you
You think you can save my soul? Well okay
Tell me, with all your conviction
What happens now?
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Yeah, and it should've been forever
It all seemed to make so much sense
But after a while
You realise time flies
And the best thing that you can do
Is take whatever comes to you
'Cause time flies
She said luck is all you make it
You just reach out and take it
Now let's dance a while
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She told me why
She told me lies
Always take care of this
I told her how
I've always stayed
Always waiting
For nothing
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When you get out of here
When you leave me behind
You'll find that the years passed us by
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Falling back to Earth
We get what we deserve
Strength to split the sky
What is born will die
In time
Love in the past tense
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A tiny flame inside my hand
A compromise I never planned
Unravel out the finer strands
And I'm looking at a blank page now
Should I fill it up with words somehow?
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A walk in the woods and I will try
Something under the trees that made you cry
It's so erotic when your makeup runs
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I'm left behind
Like all the others
Some fall for you
It doesn't make much difference if they do
She changes every time you look
By summer, it was all gone
Now, she's moved on
She called you every other day
So savour it, it's all gone
Now, she's moved on
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So, for a while
Everything seemed new
Did we connect?
Or was it all just biding time for you?
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Sometimes the damage is too great
Or the will is too weak
What should have been our armour
Becomes a sharp and angry sword
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Will there ever be a moment I won't feel this heat coming up from ground?
Will there ever be a time when I can show myself through open doors?
All I need is you to tell me how to reconcile this guilt and shame
I've already ripped myself to pieces and I've given it away
All the weight lies upon my shoulders from
The great disruption
It's hard to breathe inside these waves of doubt
Tidal destruction
Can you tell me how to wish away this chaos making my head spin?
Can you tell me how to soothe the savage beast locked up inside these walls?
Will there ever be a place that I can hide and heal these open sores?
Or do I have to cut them out and eat them as my people adore?
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Call me the pulse
And I will fill your veins
...
With no longing other than
To flow through you again
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Let me lay down this bloody cross
We drag so far behind us
And close this theatre down
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Drifting in and out I won't lie
Insecure, my visions blind my sight
My means, my faith, my view
I hate myself for trusting you