-rep noob

Everybody is I am chinese
Everybody was i am chinese
Everybody knows i am chinese
Everybody is i am chinese
There was funky billy chin
And little sammy kong
They were jumping back up
They were chomping back down
Is a crazy chineseart
And everybody knew they bart
From a fainting to a click
It was Chinese from slip

The perspective ten years gives you really puts some of these games into perspective. Why am I screaming at you in this game, when it's a total miracle we can even communicate, let alone through a shared experience, despite being thousands of kilometers apart. These things aren't that serious. There's a lot of things worse than losing a game. Listen, we all gotta calm down.

I wrote that while playing a game of good old Counter-Strike. It's a game I've been playing for around nine years actively now. I think I get my 10 year veteran coin in a couple months, actually. During my years of playing, I've seen a lot of toxicity, some of it from myself. My play hours have decreased with age. As you age, you get more responsibilities. You have less time and frankly, interest in playing a shooter. Those old pipe dreams of a pro career are long gone, and the game is now just a way to unwind. While playing, I see these whipper snappers. Some of the dudes who used to sound old to me ten years ago now just sound like guys with day jobs.

Writing this feels cathartic, and that's another thing you have to do. Create. Make things. Make art. Make stupid ass comments on your steam profile. If someone reads it, it was worth it. If no one reads it, the process was still worth it.

Enjoy life. Don't exploit others. Try your best to understand. Be the best person you can be. Don't focus on promoting hate against others simply for the way they are, as opposed to what they choose to do.