It's not possible to write under a very traumatic game *play this immediately*. There is a high chance to this game to trigger your childhood traumas and it can cause irrecoverable damage to your mental health. I'd never listened to a thing like that when the game is opening every time again and again. It showed up in a way something happened in the past and I chose to forget it entirely. I'm all good myself now but literally, if you think something in the past can cause trouble with a video game please do not play this one, this one was the most emotional and most special content that I ever consume on earth.