i believe that you can really find out what you live for, and what is most important to you, only when something is taken from you, or someone disappers, that is, someone who was important, or something that was important. Only when they lose, people realize that they have lost a very important thing, a moment in their life. Losing someone, only then, at that moment, do you understand that you have lost something incredibly in your life, sometimes you understand that you have lost meaning of life.