Sad Boy
slowly into the abyss   United States
 
 
I'M NOT OKAYYYYY (I PROMISE)
Currently Offline
I WANT TO DIE
I'm too tired of this life
- I just wanna die -
All I need is my big sleep
- I just wanna die -
You are so far away
- I love you to death -
You love someone else
- So I just wanna die -
I just wanna die
Another day passed me by
- I just wanna die -
Another day filled with pain
- I just wanna die -
You are not here
- I love you to death -
You're with someone else
- So I just wanna die -
I just wanna die
Create (create, create)
Hate (hate, hate, hate)
I hate myself for loving you
Create (create, create)
Hate (hate, hate, hate)
I hate myself for loving you
(Spoken)
We have touched for the last time
You are long gone, in love with someone else
I now fear nothing but life itself
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die
I do not believe in life or in love anymore
The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness
I hate myself for loving you
The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease
No one can see the emptiness in my eyes
To escape life itself now seems the only solution
With relief I look forward of letting go of the pain
Finally, there is peace in my soul
To lie dead without a concern, without a tear,
You own my heart
And life without you is so imensly painful
Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down my face
I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face, your wonderful body and your good heart
You are everything, I am nothing
I want to die
But really, I am already dead
Another day passed me by
- I still wanna die -
Another day filled with pain
- I still wanna die -
You are so far away
- I love you to death -
And you love someone else
- So I just wanna die -
I just wanna die
Create (create, create)
Hate (hate, hate, hate)
I hate myself for loving you
Create (create, create)
Hate (hate, hate, hate)
I hate myself for loving you
Create (create, create)
Hate (hate, hate, hate)
I hate myself for loving you
Create (create, create)
Hate (hate, hate, hate)
I hate myself for loving you
Rook 14 Mar, 2021 @ 12:40pm 
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CutCus 2 Jan, 2021 @ 9:57pm 
Im so sorry :(
Chezlego 2 Jan, 2021 @ 9:15pm 
10/10 profile
CutCus 23 Jan, 2020 @ 6:06pm 
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CutCus 26 Apr, 2018 @ 4:22pm 
Me, a furry intellectual:steamhappy:: pounces on u hai x3 licks my paw did you know I have an IQ of 9001?
*flops down besides u*
Me:steamhappy:: I wike to watch wick and Mowty too :3 I'm an intewlwectual w^ notices your IQ OwO what's this?
*glomps you*
Me::steamhappy:i-it's even bigger than mine >O<
Lemons 25 May, 2017 @ 10:51pm 
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