a ghost is a being sent to remind
a creature of memory, outside of space and time
it returns with a vengeance, won't leave me alone
just as happiness finds me, my honesty is blown
another year will I last? A decade or two?
every day is a curse, but somehow I get through
a friend is a pawn, a lover the same
another piece of my life, just a game
i'll lose soon enough, I'll fall to the rest
inside I have lost, I've failed the test
i deserve to disappear, and be forgotten at last.
please, don't touch me...stay away