At this point, I don't even want to play the game anymore. I only continue because I've already committed 5,000 hours of my time and over $1,000 on skins. It's no longer about wanting to play; it feels like I must justify all the time and money I've spent.

It's a fun game, but you won't be good unless you're willing to invest countless hours. You need to memorise every map pixel for smokes, learn the names of all the positions, understand the differences between guns, master the round economy, predict enemy movements, perfect your aim, and deal with trolls, toxic teammates, hackers, and more. Only then can you become proficient and start winning games. But even then, you'll still face those crazy veterans who've been playing for ten years and will annihilate you and cheaters!

Update: I got scammed and lost all my skins. Stop playing this game, I don’t think it’s worth for now