whats worse than finding 10 dead babies in a trash can?

Kidnaping and slowly grooming your daughter to accept sexual advances far before puberty years in which you exclude her from social awareness and make her normative genital pain and crying to please what you refer to as "human desire" and eventually killing yourself infront of her eyes leaving what could have been a perfectly normal childhood with deep scarring and social ostracization due to poor development and years of abuse. And one dead baby in ten dumpsters.