"Many people die at 25 and aren't buried until they are 75."
From Benjamin Franklin, whose quotes I stopped looking at as much as I used to since my "father" (no disrespect) from Mabinogi informed me he might have had skeletons in his closet.
I had a similar yuck when I learned Feynman's questionable hobby of drawing naked portraits of his female students (seems more so confirmed, plus as time goes on technology for recording and gathering evidence for events is better), but I do know how much madness losing a loved one can bring a man to, so I can't help but feel empathy for the guy. Like I look at way too many anime girls. If I don't have discipline, I'll end up like that dude from MeatCanyon's Gooner. I've seen two guys like that: one with long-CV and a recently hospitalized autistic guy asking JimmyBeast for help. One can't help catching that ♥♥♥♥ and the other can't help being born that way. People aren’t born equal... example: genes in my family brought 1.5 valedictorians.

2558 days since my first plane trip to see the homeland of my best friend of teenagehood no longer of this world;
1301 & 816 days since my parents passed, respectively;
6 days since I figured out how to dual boot Linux

Since the year I made this account, my bank balance has always briefly gone above 5 digits only to plummet back to negative, two, or three. Most (with the exception of a blatant liar like almost anybody else who asks for money and states they'll return it) of the time it had to do with my investments. The market is not in retail's favor and is heavily manipulated. But each time I start from scratch, I come back stronger and have more confidence I can make it bigger.
http://youtube.com/post/UgkxsJAqEbKL9JpkmPanXwKWpoCkQkURQOP3?si=ymzkxjcT7DRhJbGT

http://youtube.com/shorts/Pi6HUTcUO7Q

新しい週が始まりましたね。今週があなたにとって、成功だけでなく、平和と幸せももたらすことを願っています。🌟
あなたはすべての素晴らしいものにふさわしい人です
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A new week has begun. I hope this week brings you not only success but also peace and happiness. 🌟
You are a person deserving of all the wonderful things

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🌷🐰🎉 Happy Easter! / ハッピーイースター！🎉🐰🌷
Sending eggs, hugs & sparkles your way! 🥚💫

yipee we r friends nao “again” (i point out ur profile issue xD)

I decided it’d be best to cut my losses early (despite that 2 weeks later it would have scaled back up, but stocks/timing of when to move out has always been inconvenient like that like when I had to take care of someone’s broken TV instead of going to the best day of the OTV Cafe) and realize my balance, as I can make that kind of money if I have a better mentality, take action, and clear myself of bad friends (not really something that can be displayed by mere statuses, but definitely can be conveyed with a lot of words—well, depending on who they’re coming from…).

I put away my Steam Deck to play crap gachas on G123 until 4.5 months later to the present. There are all these gap months/years in my life that reflect upon my poorer states of mind. Back when I was much more heavy into anime, I texted some guy who worked at Google, “How do I maintain sage mode?” -.-
(Left on read)

Razz how dare you unfriend me, I shall have you know that my friendship blade is more powerful than ever (he isn't going to read this)