After years of avoiding Steam because it contained too many memories of us, I logged on again, hoping that you would also be online... Maybe we could have dated pigeons together. But here I am, looking at your profile, seeing that you aren't. Are you avoiding me? Is this all part of God's cruel plan for me to never see Phu again? I find myself wondering, pondering--beyond the preponderence of evidence that you are an actual person, I find myself shaking my head, thinking, no... That isn't right. Where is Phu? Will you ever respond? Love, an aching heart.