Life is too short to be negative on what happened. Grabbing what you could do, help others when you could. It is a journey with peace and love, though the real world may disappoint us, I would not be filled with anger or hate. If such a short life period of time is used to hate with exaggerate anger, what a waste. Life would always surprise you around the corner, wonderful things would eventually be there with you. It is a short journey, but you are the one who make it worthwhile.