In my restless dreams
I see this city.
You promised you'd
take me there again someday.…
But you never did.
Well, now I'm here alone.…
In our "special place"…
Waiting for you…
I'm waiting for you
to come and see me.
But you don't come.
And so I wait, wrapped in
my cocoon of pain and loneliness.
I know I've done terrible
things to you. Something you
'll never forgive me for.
I wish I could change that,
but I can't.
I feel so pathetic and ugly
lying here waiting for you.…
Every day I look at the cracks
in the ceiling, and all I can think
about is how unfair it all is.…
The doctor came today.
He said I could
go home for a while.
It doesn't mean that I'm getting better.
It just might be
My last chance…
I think you know what I mean.…
But even so, I'm glad to be back
home. I've missed you terribly.
But I'm afraid, James.
I'm afraid you
don't really want me to come home.