I have a feeling I’m not alone on this one, but, it’s ridiculous how much I think about meth, and my addiction. I’m sure my sub-conscious thought is thinking about all sorts of things, I’m talking about conscious thoughts… When I’m consciously thinking, and I’m not even exaggerating, 90% of the time I’m thinking about my addiction, or meth. I think about how much I love it/need it… I think about how much to get next time, or how I should smoke it… Anything and everything about it. I think about how bad my addiction is… About what I’ll do when I need a new connect. I think about when I’m gonna quit, or if I’ll ever get to the point where I’m fed up and actually want to quit. How hard it’ll be…. I think sometimes, maybe I won’t ever quit, maybe I’ll smoke till I die. I think about ♥♥♥♥ to write on my steam profile…. These are my thoughts when I’m high anyway.

Personally, I watch anime as a way to relax after a stressful day and a way to peep into an adventure/story that our world wouldn't be able to make possible. Anime draws you in aesthetically – it's visually stunning and much more pleasing to the eye than American animation, so for me personally, that was the initial hook.

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