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Ever since I was a little girl, I've been watching zxcursed. When I was still young, my mom worked and there was no time for me at all. I stayed home alone and so that I would not be so lonely she left me a computer to use freely. That's where I came across twitch zxcursed. Once I started streaming, there was no turning back. My life was turned upside down. Even as a child, I learned what it meant to live. He was so.... he stood mesmerizingly in the middle. on a brutal Shadaufinde. with soulful music playing in the background that swayed my heart. It was like that day in and day out. I'd watch zxcursed day in and day out, waiting for the notification that he'd started the broadcast.... And when the moment finally came, my heart felt like it was freezing with happiness and I counted down -7 to come to my senses. One day, I ran home with all my legs, not to lose those precious minutes that I could spend broadcasting on twitch zxcursed. On the way some grandmother was hit by a car right in front of me, but I did not waste time on this and only looked fast forward to be in time for the dear streamer ... Finally I came home. turning on the computer these seconds of waiting felt like long hours, waiting, finally looking at the dancing cat on the left side of the screen I feel better. Is this nightmare over? Am I home? As I continued to stare at the monitor I felt more and more at peace listening to him..... Again I feel joy as he throws the coils... blowing a requiem, as if the whole world would stop at that moment. I would watch it over and over again. But X day came. Sitting at school, there was no notification of the broadcast. When the lessons were over I hurried home and on my way I decided to check the twitch channel zxcursed and what I saw threw me into a stupor; I can't put it into words, but I'll try. At that moment it was as if there was an all-consuming emptiness, I lost the meaning of being, everything around me was faded, my eyes were slowly getting darker. I remember my hands were shaking and my legs were trembling. As I struggled to stay on my feet I could feel my strength leaving me, I couldn't think, there was only one thing in my head, “why...”. “ what I saw on my phone just broke me - “content unavailable”. I lost consciousness, I don't remember anything further, I hit my head hard during the fall and was in a coma for a few months. And it would seem that I can not be saved, I will forever remain just a lying body in the ward, which keeps itself alive with the help of some devices and of course first of all from the hope that zxcursed unban. days passed, I wanted to disconnect from the devices......