CAN YOU HEAR ME?

hello im a mexican player who has been playin csgo for 1-3months and i really lve this game, recentrly a friend told me how awesome is ESEA because ill improve. today i got ESEA and played my first game and it was awesome, we didnt win but everyone was helping and everything, but then i join my second game and i wasnt doing good but i tried my best and always positive, one guy in my team harras me all the game and say im trash and i should not play esea because its oonly for good players and that i shouldnt use it to learn and get better and he kept insulting me because i wasnt performing that well and he was yelling and making fun of me. after the 1st half he kikd me out. whats the point of play on esea servers if they are gonna kick me and harras, i only played 2 games and i dont want to do it anymore, just wanna ask if someone knows how to refund or cancel. i know im not the best player but i always try my best and get better. sorry for my englash.

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So there's a chick in my class I like; unfrotunately im quiet, calculated and intelligent and she likes big dumb jocks. So anyway one day me and her boyfriend are walking among a group of our fellow students when a gang banger appears and threatens with a gun. Her 'big and though' boyfriend instantly freezes and loses the ability to speak. I on the other hand squint my eyes and step forward pulling my katana for judo practise out in one fell swoop . "Go ahead" I say. "The gun is only 400 years old while the sword is the child of many millenia. Do you fancy the odds?" Instantly the gang-banger drops his weapon and runs. My other classmates cheer while her jock boyfriend pretends the whole thing was funny. She looks at me and sees what she didnt see before. She thanks me with a kiss, but I dont smile because i was only doing my duty. Safe to say she saw who a real man was that day. I may be quiet and collected, but raise a weapon against me and youll face your worst nightmare.

Stop >.<