hey hey, long time no see! i feel a bit more comfortable now to share a new update on my whereabouts, but i think with what i want to say here that it will be the last update i give here. but no cause for alarm! this is because i'm letting you all know what my new account is, so that if you wanna talk or game with me, you can do that now. so for starters:

discord: beauzou
steam: beau zou

and just a short-ish update on how i've been over the last couple years:

i feel as if i've managed to mature a bit more lately, but i've also realized that for so long i have been mentally unwell without even knowing it, but i have seen the signs and i have been working on my health, and i think i'm doing a lot better now :) i still have a lot of healing to go, but i've been trying my best! but i have also come to accept that i really am just a quiet kid who enjoys being in the presence of others. i have got better at talking, but i still don't really say a lot. i've also been attempting to draw and write, as i have discovered that i really like art as a general medium, but i am really interested in drawing and writing, as i want to write a story someday and i want to have fun with drawing, but i still have to work on my discipline and actually DO these things instead of dreaming about them. i still really enjoy gaming, of course, and i've started playing more kinds of games too! and with that, i think that's all i have to say. i haven't gone under any extreme changes for the last 5 years that i have been gone, but i feel like i'm becoming more comfortable with myself, and i hope that all of my friends have been doing okay too. i love you, maybe we'll see each other around real soon? :)