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I can’t keep pretending anymore. Every time you come online my heart does parkour. When you type to other people? Betrayal. When you laugh at someone else’s joke? Treason. I replay our last convo over and over and over again thinking of any way I might have mispoke, or if there was something I could have said to make you feel the way I do.
All I want is to queue games together- watch shows, rage quit together, cry in VC over lag together. Just see me, damn it. Let me be your permanent player 2. Or at least a background NPC that can just be in your presence. But this? This ghosting?- The not responding? It’s killing me softly like a lo-fi remix of unrequited love.
If you don’t feel the same, just uninstall me from your life and empty the recycle bin. But if you do… god knows what I'd do- cause I can't imagine a life where you weren't the center of my very being, I genuinely can't ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ do this anymore, and you have no idea what the ♥♥♥♥ I go through every day because of you

+rep,add me

+rep nice as helly

+rep, insane player. He just needs to work on his communication, teamplay, pistols, positioning, rifles, coordination, AWP, utility, clutching, confidence, aiming, economy management, movement and entries.

Fancy a quick match?