The Lord our God forgives all, if you seek him. Accept Christ and be with him for all eternity. Repent and be strong and courageous. Spend time with Him, and worship and revel in his glory! It's never easy, but when you put your worries with the Lord, you will feel calm like never before. He loves you.

John [3:16-19] "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God's one and only Son."

It's never too late to repent as long as you truly mean it, and seek to improve one's own life in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. For me, it started with a dear friend gifting me a bible. I was only partially religious, but I repent everyday, and seek to be like Christ. I'm certainly not perfect, more the opposite. But there is no feeling comparable to the Holy light of the Holy Spirit. The mercy, the warmth, the Love. Please, I beg you, make some time for God, eternity is a long time. Rejoice, for tomorrow is a brighter day with God!