Try and get better, rather than looking for an excuse here
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Launch options

-novid -nojoy -high +cl_preload 1 -d3d9ex -tickrate 128
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Binds

bind "uparrow" "buy hegrenade;"
bind "leftarrow" "buy smokegrenade;"
bind "downarrow" "buy flashbang;"
bind "rightarrow" "buy molotov;"
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Practice Server-

bot_kick;
mp_freezetime 1;
mp_round_restart_delay 5;
mp_maxrounds 16;
mp_match_can_clinch 1;
mp_overtime_enable 1;
mp_limitteams 1;
sv_allow_votes 0;
mp_free_armor 1;
mp_ct_default_primary weapon_ak47;
mp_t_default_primary weapon_ak47;
mp_ct_default_secondary weapon_p250;
mp_t_default_secondary weapon_p250;
mp_weapons_allow_map_placed 0;
mp_death_drop_gun 0;
mp_ignore_round_win_conditions 0;
mp_halftime 1;
mp_halftime_duration 8;
mp_warmup_end;
mp_restartgame 3;
say "Live after restart!"