Nico
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If I don't try to win but am unwilling to lose, why does this cold heart still beat with time?

Knowledge without understanding can be very dangerous,
However, unlike knowledge, understanding can not always be taught.

Through suffering, you will grow a more resilient mind and thus, become a stronger person.
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Brushing things off with a "whatever", stuck later in an unchanging life.
The whatevers became habit, my skills have yet to bloom.
If I don't try to win but am unwilling to lose, why does this cold heart still beat with time?
All of us are monsters with hidden talents, are we going to live without awakening them?
We push things down and cover them up and our hearts are fresh no more-
But we're monsters who continue on without so much as a face.
All of us have undiscovered talents inside, you're up next-
Stand and face it, Monster!
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Memories broken the truth goes unspoken I've EVEN FORGOTTEN MY NAAAAAAAME!
I don't know the season or what is the reason I'm STANDING HERE HOLDING MY BLAAAAAAAADE!
A DESOLATE PLACE! WITHOUT ANY TRACE! It's only the cold wind I feel!
It's me that I spite as I stand up and fight! The only thing I know for real there will be
BLOOOOOOOD! SHEEEEED!
The man in the mirror nods his head!
THE ONLY ONE! LEEEFT!
Will ride upon the dragons back because the mountains don't give back what they take.....
OH NO! THERE WILL BE BLOOOOOOOOD! SHEEEED! IT'S THE ONLY THING I'VE EVER KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWN!
Losing my identity, wondering have I gone insane? To find the truth infront of me, I must climb this mountain range.....
Looking downward from this deadly height, NEVER REALISING WHY I FIIIIIIIII

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In Japan, there are 3 ways to say “I love you”:

You say “Daisuki (大好き)” for the friends and person you like,

you say “Aishiteru (愛してる)” for a more serious relationship,

and you say “Koishiteru ( 恋してる)” to the person you want to spend the rest of your life with.

And they follow this rule. They preserve the meaning of ‘I love you’ and never lose its essence unlike us.
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This song's called avalanche.....

Cut me open and tell me what's insiiide (side)
Diagnose me, cuz I can't keep wondering why (why)
And no it's not a phase cuz it happens all the time.....
Start over check again now tell me what you find...

Cuz I'm goooooooing out, of freequency....
Can aaaaaaanyyooooooone respond?....

IT'S LIKE AN AVAAAAA-LAAAAAAAANCHE,
I FEEL MYSELF GO UNDER,
CUZ THE WEIGHT OF IT'S LIKE HANDS AROUND MY NEEEEECK.
I NEVER STOOD A CHAAAAAAAA-AAAAAAANCE, MY HEART IS FROZEN OVER,
AND I FEEL LIKE I AM THREADING ON THIN ICE...

Am I broken? What's the chance I will survive...?
Don't sugar coat me, cuz I feel like suicide....
Just give it to me straight cuz I'm running out of time....
I need an antidote now what can you prescribe?

IT'S LIKE AN AVAAAAA-LAAAAAAAANCHE,
I FEEL MYSELF GO UNDER,
CUZ THE WEIGHT OF IT'S LIKE HANDS AROUND MY NEEEEECK.
I NEVER STOOD A CHAAAAAAAA-AAAAAAANCE, MY HEART IS FROZEN OVER,
AND I FEEL LIKE I AM THREADING ON THIN ICE...

AND I AM GOING UNDER:
I need a cure for me cuz a square doesn't fit a circle....
give me a remedy cuz my head wasn't wired for this world...
I need a cure for me cuz a square doesn't fit a circle....
give me a remedy cuz my head wasn't wired for this world...

And I'm goooooooing out, of freequency....
Can aaaaaaanyyooooooone respond?....
Cuz I'm goooooooing out, of freequency....
Can aaaaaaanyyooooooone respond?....

It's like an avaaaalaaaaaaaaaa-aaaanche...
I feel myself go under...... Cuz the weight of it's like hands around my neeeck.....

I NEVER STOOD A CHAAAAAAAA-AAAAAAANCE, MY HEART IS FROZEN OVER,
AND I FEEL LIKE I AM THREADING ON THIN ICE!

AND I AM GOING UNDER:
I need a cure for me cuz a square doesn't fit a circle....
give me a remedy cuz my head wasn't wired for this world...
I need a cure for me cuz a square doesn't fit a circle....
give me a remedy cuz when it hits.... Well it hits like an avaaalaaaaancheee....
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Oh can you tell me, can you tell me, the way the story ends....?
A monster in my heart..... a ghost inside my chest.....
I'm broken down the world around us, surrounds- my suffering......
You smile and laugh at me........ But you don't see a thing!
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Damaged and broken as I am- I'm trying not to breathe......
Unraveled I'm- not unraveled by the truth I finally seee
freeze
I'm breakable, unbreakable, I'm shakeable, unshakeable
unraveling since I found you......
And now I'm turning to dust in a world that's twisted, don't come searching, when I go missing, close your eyes or just try to looook awaaaaaaaay
don't wanna hurt you
we live in a world someone else imagined, the ghost of whats left of me all but vanished Remember my heart, how bright I used to shiiiiiiiine
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Entangled in the Loneliness, the memory of innocence, it's stinging me it's breaking me the pain spreading endlessly I cannot move I close my eyes I try to breathe I realize
In paradise I'm paralyzed un-
RAVEL THE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORLD
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I'm not what I was then, don't touch the infection, entwined we will both die so stay away, stay alive-
I'm breakable, unbreakable, I'm shakeable, unshakeable
unraveling, I won't infect youuuuuuu!
And now I'm turning to dust in a world that's twisted, don't come searching, when I go missing, close your eyes or just try to looook awaaaaaaaay
don't wanna hurt you
we live in a world someone else imagined, the ghost of whats left of me all but vanished Remember my heart, how bright I used to shiiiiiiiine

Please just don't forget me..... Just don't forget me- just don't forget me- just don't forget me- don't forget meeee!
we live in a world someone else imagined, the ghost of whats left of me all but vanished Remember my heart, how bright I used to shiiiiiiiineee
Oh can you tell me?...... Oh can you tell me....?
A monster in my heart...... And now there's nothing left.
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Ali 31 Dec, 2024 @ 11:05pm 
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Elvy 4 Dec, 2024 @ 8:15am 
indeed, she's my waifu
Nico 10 Nov, 2024 @ 8:18pm 
Thanks yEEEEEEEEEEEE
yE 10 Nov, 2024 @ 5:54pm 
炸个尸,新周愉快~:ATRI_pillow:
happy new week:ATRI_caution:
Nico 28 Sep, 2024 @ 1:47pm 
yes
Elvy 28 Sep, 2024 @ 9:57am 
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