Jesus Christ is Lord... Christ is risen, and is in the holy Eastern Orthodox Church.

I have left my belongings and my PC and games for the better infinitely more fulfilling path of righteousness that can only be found through Jesus Christ. These material things don't satisfy the craving of the spirit and heart; which is righteousness and communion with God.
I had been delaying my calling, living in sin while drinking smoking, vainly speaking and joking, and i cant do it anymore, i felt dead inside yet the sin was so fun(the games and drugs).
If only you can understand the miracles I had seen in my life time, the demons I had witnessed, and how sorry i am for not speaking about this and being a bad friend encouraging drinking, smoking and such vanity that leads down the wrong path; and witnessed the joy, peace, love, and grace I have felt and how much we all would crave if we realized how great a gift is waiting for us all.
Once whilst i prayed, this immense joy and love came over me from God, from the Saints, that I had such a feeling as this; I started to smile, and laugh inside, so that my smile was cheek to cheek, and that I had so much joy that i almost could not contain it, I almost wanted God to stop sending me so much joy. :) And that is the reward we can attain here and so much greater once we all die and go to heaven, yet the risk and reward of hell is so great that if we do not change we could be counted unworthy to enter the joyous, lovely Heavenly reward, which happens when we in our free will chose to be separate from God, and through his love he honors our will and sends those to a place separate from him.
Don't we all want to have no pain, and to live eternally?
I am sorry for the abrupt goodbye, I would not bring myself to say this on the call because it would be to painful to tell you, and how I would probably have cried trying to tell you, and you may not understand why.
May you find the grace, peace, and joy that I have found.
You may contact me yet i may not respond, and if you would like to understand more why I am so invested and why this may actually be true as to what I had said, then message me.
If you try to convince me to game or chat for no good reason I will not do so, so please from the bottom of my heart, do not ask me to do such things, I am weeping typing this, weeping for you all to find what i have found, and because I have to leave you, and may never speak to you again.
This is shocking, I know, but we are all better for it, even though I shall not be there to game or chat.
Much love to you all, those who I wont mention by name, but you know who you are, those I had spake to and those who I got close to.
-Peace and blessing from the most loving and merciful God! Amen.
-Gabriel, also known as (Geisha.Captain) or (Capt. Jerry)