You can call me Baz or Bazzy if you want to. :3

I am a kind & funny dude which loves games and plays guitar since September 2015.
I love people that are playing games for fun and not for being toxic cuz they lose.

I'm also learning and practicing Game Development with UE4 and Unity atm.

Could be that I'm from Austria and that I'm learning Swedish for no reason.

Not enough huh? Well, I started teaching myself how to play the violin (at 25.02.2021) and the saxophone in August 2021 (0.5 years) because I like to challenge myself and why should I take a break and do nothing?

Jag gillar vänliga människor (I like friendly people)

Da woa i no ned dicht hahaha

Я пью водку для развлечения



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🎮Favourite Games🎮
1. Garry's Mod
2. CSGO
3. MORDHAU
4. EuroTruck Simulator 2
5. Scrapmechanics
6. My Summer Car
7. Halo
8. Sniper Elite
9. RocketLeague
10. Company of Heroes 2


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I'm also practicing following "languages":

Python
C#

Basic knowledge in:

Javascript (made an own Discord bot with Logfile system)
HTML (working on a website atm.)
CSS (annoying af)

Bash (Linux/Unix shell)

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Also good to know (could be kinda too much/deep but idc):

If you don't feel good just text me.

5 years ago I started being a (hobby) therapist for friends and family.
Because of that I talked a lot with people and learned how to work with stuff like depressions.

Why should you trust me enough to give me your personal information?

Well tbh you don't have to.
But to give you some courage/help I'll tell you something about me.

When I was young I lost a very important person which left me with depressions and suicidal thoughts.
I had those for nearly 12 years.
Added to that I've been through a lot of stuff caused by bullies and "fake" friends.
At the end of 2020 I met a good friend which helped me to change my mind.
Because of our 3,5 h talking session I've learned how to work with myself/my problems and I can really say that I like/appreciate myself now.

I'm actually in a weird situation at the moment since I can't really tell how I feel for the last couple weeks.
So sorry if I'm kinda down here and then...
I just can't really sleep... I feel pretty okay but at the same time kinda messed up.
I still like myself but I'm kinda empty inside atm.
It's just weird cuz I'm used to hate myself when I'm in that state but that's not the case.
I'm not even sure if that's a depression or something else.
But it will get better as soon as I can somehow sleep again.

But it is okay to have some bad times.
I know that I can be proud of myself since I noticed that I actually have a lot of skills that I will definitely improve.
I mean a lot of people had to go through a lot.
"Just" learn from that and get a great personality and skill-set out of it!

When I was 14-17 I used to scam accounts and also gained some knowledge in the ethical hacking area/scene.
As soon as I started to work in 2020 I've put some money on the side and bought most of the people I scammed some games and ingame-items.
I know that this didn't excuse my mistakes but I can say that I regret my choices.
And it was good to see that they've gotten a smile on their faces.
In the end most of them (I sadly haven't found every single on of the ca. 15 ppl) accepted my excuse "gift".
For me? Well, I won't forget how I was back then but that thoughts will ensure that I will never be such an idiot again.
I've seen how friends (which lost their accounts) felt and I don't even want strangers to feel bad caused by my actions.

All in all I'm a chill and funny dude which had been trough some stuff, did some mistakes and learned from that.

What are my plans for the future?
Well first of all spend more time with off-screen hobbies and then continuing with gamedev.
I'm also writing some songs with "my" band. So I'm also hoping that this works out.
But god knows what will happen in the future.
I'll be ready for it!


This shouldn't stop you from chatting/talking with me if you need to talk about some stuff.
Cuz I actually feel a bit better for some hours if I can help someone.
So if you need someone to chat just send me a message. :D

Since we are on the web we probably won't know each other so I can't do anything bad with your information.

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Online:
You can chat/play with me.⠀
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In-Game:
I'll respond, please don't spam.
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Busy: No time for chatting.
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Away:
AFK⠀
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Offline:
Working on something or sleeping.

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Current mood: 7/10

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rank list:

➜ Silver 1 : ✔
➜ Silver 2 : ✔
➜ Silver 3 : ✔
➜ Silver 4 : ✔
➜ Silver Elite : ✔
➜ Silver Elite Master : ✔
➜ Gold Nova 1 : ✔
➜ Gold Nova 2 : ✔ (currently since I'm not addicted to the game anymore)
➜ Gold Nova 3 : ✔
➜ Gold Nova Master : ✔
➜ Master Guardian 1 : ✘
➜ Master Guardian 2 : ✘
➜ Master Guardian Elite : ✘
➜ Distinguished Master Guardian : ✘
➜ Legendary Eagle : ✘
➜ Legendary Eagle Master : ✘
➜ Supreme Master First Class : ✘
➜ The Global Elite : ✘

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R.I.P. Second Life Studios // 07.04.2019-2022