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I am losing my f*ing mind. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. Every time I close my eyes I see you. I would let you ruin me in ways scientists haven’t even discovered yet. I would cancel my entire life for a single chance to experience whatever demon energy you’re hiding. I’m not okay. I am one more ignored text away from showing up outside your house in full makeup sobbing, screaming your name like it’s a chant. Please. Just once. I’ll never recover but I don’t even care anymore.

forgive english, i am Russia.
i am here little time. i am gay also and this very difficult for me, i am very religion person. i never act to be gay with other men before. but after i am in america 6 weeks i am my friend together he is gay also.
We sex together.i never tell i gay because i am very shame. As i fock this American boy it is very good to me but also i am feel so guilty. I feel extreme guilty as I begin orgasm. I feel so guilty that I pick up my telephone and call Mother in Russia. I awaken her. It too late for stopping so I am ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ sex. I am very upset and guilty and crying, so I yell her, "I AM ♥♥♥ FROM SEX" (in Russia). I say "I AM ♥♥♥ FROM SEX" and she say you boy, do not marry American girl, and I say "NO I AM ♥♥♥ FROM SEX WITH MAN, I AM IN ASS, I ♥♥♥ IN ASS" I hang up phone and am very embarrass. My friend also he is very embarrass. I am guilt and feel very stupid. I wonder, why do I gay with man?

+rep just a good guy :)

Comeback time?

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