His hand made its way to your face, caressing your cheek as his fingers lightly grazed at your skin as if he was scared he’d harm you with a simple touch. You were completely entranced in his gaze, unable to look away as his face neared yours, and your eyes closed as his lips lightly grazed your own. You felt his breath tickle at your cheeks before they softly pressed against your own. You hesitated slightly, gently kissing back to show you were acceptant of it, and his shyness grew to boldness. The kiss deepened and your arms wrapped around his neck as he snaked an arm behind your lower back, pulling you against him. After several moments, he pulled away, breathing slightly heavy as he stared at you intently. “This is why I was hard on you…I…I didn’t want to accept how I felt,” he said. “I thought you’d never accept someone like myself and here you are…accepting me, allowing my presence after all I’ve done.”

“Oh Genji…” you whispered softly. “No matter how hard you were on me…I loved you and I never thought of anything wrong with who you are. I was accepting of you the day I met you and fell for you not long after…I love you Genji…”
“I love you too Kirsikka…I’m so sorry for everything…”
“It’s ok…it’s ok…” you whispered, foreheads touching and stared him deeply in the eyes as his hand moved from your cheek to your back.

What's the best thing about twenty nine year old girls?
Theres 20 of them.

You need help. Serious real help.
Your obsession with Japan and its ‘culture’ is distressing and a very obvious sign of one losing their grip on their very existence.

What I would suggest you do is to put down the anime, step away from FurAffinity, and perhaps pick up a piece of literature. The Brothers Karamazov by Dostoyevsky and the writings of Marcus Aurelius, Meditations, would be fantastic starts.

I truly am sorry to find you in quagmire and I hope you get the help you need.

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