Blame Game

I don't wanna play the blame game
You could put it all on me
I'm defeated my heart is no longer beating
I just wanted to dip my feet in
Now I'm neck deep barely breathing
Climbing out my hole
Don't know where to go when I get out so I stay ducking low
Where I feel more comfortable
Never wanted to be the one to let you go
Trigger between my eyes
Take away my soul
Don't look surprised
Lay me down to die my body has been compromised

.;~COMPUTER SPECS~;.
Custom IBM Aptiva 338 486 PC
Intel 486 DX2-66MHz CPU
12MB RAM
1MB Cirrus Logic Graphics
MS-DOS 6.22 & Windows for Workgroups 3.11
3.5" Floppy Drive
CD-ROM Drive 4x
Sound Blaster 16 CT2770 ISA Sound Card
514 MB Hard Disk Drive
Slots: 4 16-Bit ISA Slots (3 Open)
Ports: 2 PS/2, 2 COM/Serial (9-Pin), 1 LPT/Parallel, 1 Game Port