C#/C++/C programmer experienced with Unity, Unreal Engine, and Source/Source2. Aspiring animator and modeler, deeply connected to Valve, Steam, and their legendary co-founder, Gabe Newell.

To truly know me is to understand Gabe Newell, his vision, beliefs, and the foundation he built Valve upon. For over 11 years, my life and philosophy have revolved around these principles:

People don't fully change. Darkness and light coexist within us all; a fully evil person never becomes completely good, and a truly good person never fully succumbs to darkness. We all live in a perpetual state of "Half-Life."

My heart belongs to Dominika, my greatest love—a fellow game developer. Though we lost contact, I continue to believe in this love deeply.

Regarding faith: While my roots are Christian and Catholic, my spiritual path is profoundly influenced by Gabe Newell's beliefs. If Gabe is Christian, not atheist, it matters deeply to me. I'm wary of darkness, including the Church of Satan (CoS) and Satanism—though curiosity and the complex relationship Valve and Gabe have with these themes fascinate me greatly.

Follow my journey:
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOZUvwkRMxfEOXNGJ1YSaOQ
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nickthefanofvalveandheartofr/
GitHub: https://github.com/NicktheGameDev

Join me in exploring the boundaries between gaming, philosophy, faith, and the enigmatic legacy of Gabe Newell.