3/2/24
I love all my friends, they mean so much to me and i wouldn't trade them for anything in the world. I often think about the passage of time and the ways the relationships we have with friends change and some aren't once what they were but deep inside there's still some of that there in the background still going. Inside fond memories tangled between lost members in a cosmic web. uninspired to be attentive to each other in the present but the feeling, the fondness still remains deep inside. These feelings echo in me.

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Drone Pilot
I Dunno,
I never ever meant to hurt anybody and if I ever did i'm eternally sorry. The universe is a moving mass of good and evil mixing together into a sometimes unsightly gray and things aren't always as they seem. That being said I know I've been a absolutely disrespectful piece of ♥♥♥♥♥ in the past but I make strides each year to be better and more attentive with the things that matter to me and my soul internally and have come so far.

That Aside

Its easy to go through life feeling invincible But its difficult to understand that it'll come to an unfortunate end sooner or later. later preferably. What i mean to say is no matter how long we live together on this planet and Many years after my demise i wish you nothing other than to Live life to your fullest.
If you like art, paint with your fingers every now and then. just feel the medium and create, if you like to eat, please explore spices, the world has amazing seasonings spread throughout it and go slow but explore. more is delicious than you think. Take off your shoes on a nice cool summer morning and feel the earth between your toes. now do it in the same spot later in the afternoon. Notice the changes in your surroundings. Embrace the life toy see.
Lastly Do whats important to you and i mean truly important. Live truthfully, with intent and live the change and the reality that you expect to see in the world. Take care of yourself. And most importantly take care of each other.

My Beliefs are as follows:
The universe Holds onto energy and that is expressed through us as humans
When we die our energy is put into a purgatory that exists until the next big bang happens
This Phenomenon exists as a breath of sorts of the universe
The big bang happens ,Life Begins, Evolves, Civilizations build thrive and fall
and in the End the left over energy that exists within all the matter in every is accumulated with the pull of gravity, forming black holes eventfully becoming supermassive and unstable
Then in the face of chaos and entropy order is found through release
the destruction comes to an end and life now exists once more full circle

With this in mind
Ill see you all again eventually
Until then Feel me through my music
Feel me when you birth your own creations artistically
and in turn feel more yourself

do you see what i mean to do with these statements?

I want us all to be better, more productive, higher skilled, professional tree house members next time we meet

until then
Love ya,
Evan aka(Grayed A)(Evstract)(ETTO)(Ev)