Despair is my second name
Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan
Level
45
Vanilla
200 XP
 
 
Pain is the price of love. We agree to pay it whenever we open our hearts.
Every hello comes with the knowledge that one day there will be a goodbye.
Every first kiss comes with the certainty that there will one day be a last.
And yet even though we knew all love ends in sorrow... even though we know that price... we pay it. We pay it again and again and again.

We pay it because it makes life worth living. We pay it because... love is always worth it.
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Games  249
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Reviews  14
Guides  1
Artwork  36
Groups  47
Makise Kurisu is Perfection
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Vincent
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Grisaia Chronos Rebellion
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Retrowave World
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Angels fight devils with grace
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River flows in you
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♫ Ella Goldheart - Love Me Like You Do ♫⠀⠀⠀⠀ ────────────⚪───────────────────────────── ⠀▐▐ ⠀►▏ ⠀⠀──○─ 🔊 ⠀1:26 / 4:10
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💜 My perfect games / 私の完璧なゲーム 💙
1. Alan Wake • 100%
2. Blasphemous • 100%
3. Clea / 克莉 • 100%
4. Cult of the Lamb • 100%
5. Cyberpunk 2077 • 100%
6. Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc • 100%
7. Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls • 100%
8. Dark Souls (Remastered) • 100%
9. Dark Souls 2 • 100%
10. Do Not Feed The Monkeys • 100%
11. Everlasting Summer • 100%
12. Elden Ring • 100%
13. Ghostrunner • 87%
14. Helltaker • 100%
15. Hollow Knight • 70%
16. Lies of P • 100%
17. Life is strange • 80%
18. Life is strange 2 • 100%
19. Little Nightmares • 100%
20. Love Ribbon • 100%
21. Mafia : Definitive Edition • 81%
22. Papers, Please • 77%
23. Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Trilogy • 83%
24. Resident Evil 2: Remake • 80%
25. Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice • 100%
26. Terraria • 86%
27. Tokyo Dark • 100%
28. Tomb Raider (2013) • 100%
Favorite Game
Cyberpunk 2077
259
Hours played
53
Achievements
Version 1.0
100 XP
Achievement Progress   53 of 57
+48
Screenshots 30 Artwork 2 Review 1
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Something truly mesmerizing
46 21 10
+ 330
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わたしはあなたをまもリます 💜
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Recent Activity
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30 hrs on record
last played on 5 Aug
Goose Goose Duck
Achievement Progress   13 of 38
+8
8.9 hrs on record
last played on 5 Aug
Wallpaper Engine
Achievement Progress   10 of 17
+5
205 hrs on record
last played on 11 Jul
ELDEN RING
Achievement Progress   42 of 42
+37
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🌴𝙍𝙀𝙏𝙍𝙊🌴 5 Aug @ 1:14am 
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Kurumi 3 Aug @ 10:42pm 
私は彼が欲しい、彼の力が欲しい！　
彼を手に入れる為に、彼と一つになる為に！:luv:
……ヒヒッ、ヒヒヒヒヒ:datealivekurumi:
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Yonaga 2 Aug @ 4:23am 
Cute Yonaga-Chan is wishing you an amazing weekend ahead!

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Yawk Lee アドリアン 31 Jul @ 11:39am 
Welcome Dear.