Despair is my second name
Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan
Level
45
Vanilla
200 XP
 
 
Pain is the price of love. We agree to pay it whenever we open our hearts.
Every hello comes with the knowledge that one day there will be a goodbye.
Every first kiss comes with the certainty that there will one day be a last.
And yet even though we knew all love ends in sorrow... even though we know that price... we pay it. We pay it again and again and again.

We pay it because it makes life worth living. We pay it because... love is always worth it.
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💜 My perfect games / 私の完璧なゲーム 💙
1. Alan Wake • 100%
2. Blasphemous • 100%
3. Clea / 克莉 • 100%
4. Cult of the Lamb • 100%
5. Cyberpunk 2077 • 100%
6. Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc • 100%
7. Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls • 100%
8. Dark Souls (Remastered) • 100%
9. Dark Souls 2 • 100%
10. Do Not Feed The Monkeys • 100%
11. Everlasting Summer • 100%
12. Elden Ring • 100%
13. Ghostrunner • 87%
14. Helltaker • 100%
15. Hollow Knight • 70%
16. Lies of P • 100%
17. Life is strange • 80%
18. Life is strange 2 • 100%
19. Little Nightmares • 100%
20. Love Ribbon • 100%
21. Mafia : Definitive Edition • 81%
22. Papers, Please • 77%
23. Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Trilogy • 83%
24. Resident Evil 2: Remake • 80%
25. Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice • 100%
26. Silent Hill 2 (2024) • 100%
27. Terraria • 86%
28. The Last Faith • 100%
29. Tokyo Dark • 100%
30. Tomb Raider (2013) • 100%
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Comments
Kurumi 19 Mar @ 10:38am 
士道さんが眼球を片方くれるか、生き血を啜らせてくれるか、頭をよしよししてくれるかしないと涙が止まりませんわ:datealivekurumi:
Andúnië⁸⁷ 16 Mar @ 5:50am 
May your Sunday morning be as beautiful as a garden in bloom. May you find inspiration and peace in its vibrant colors and delicate scents.
Vincent 14 Mar @ 5:30pm 
　:darkmoon:　　　　　:eicloud:　　　:sawy3:
　　　:floatheart:
　　　:LLTRun::cat13::LLTRowRun:　:FateTree:　　　　:PirateShip:
:goread::goread::goread::goread::goread::goread::goread::linked4::linked4::linked4::linked4::linked4:
:goread::goread::cbblVRD::goread::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::goread::goread::goread::goread::goread::goread:
:cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD:
:cbblVRD::wklamp:　　　　　　:wklamp::cbblVRD::goldcrossbones:
　　　:aofgold::aofgold::treasurechest::goldCoinsBag:　　　　 :dbbbarrel::dbbbarrel:
:cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::stairsb::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD::cbblVRD:

　　:piratehand:𝕳𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖆 𝖜𝖔𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖚𝖑 𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖐 :pirate_spyglass:
Vincent 7 Mar @ 3:39pm 
                        :Niplheart::glare:
:bffgame:    :simplepinkheart::simplepinkheart:    :lollipop:
    :simplepinkheart::idolhat::gamer2heart::simplepinkheart:
:simplepinkheart::MyLover_PinkBowtie::pinkFlowerNKOA::jisooPaw::darekoisakura::simplepinkheart:
:futuresound1::casiecake::futuresound1::sg2_bq4::futuresound1::NekoWaifuSad:
:TANAKA::TANAKA::TANAKA::TANAKA::TANAKA::TANAKA: :sheherb::feelings:
:TANAKA::TANAKA::cherry_blossom::Cute2_expression_3::TANAKA::TANAKA:
:toadpepe::TANAKA::TANAKA::TANAKA::TANAKA:
Andúnië⁸⁷ 7 Mar @ 6:06am 
Let your worries drift away and allow the weekend to gift you with moments of pure bliss and contentment. May it be a time of happiness and relaxation!
Beast II 6 Mar @ 4:28am 
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