Despair is my second name
Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan
Level
45
Vanilla
200 XP
 
 
Pain is the price of love. We agree to pay it whenever we open our hearts.
Every hello comes with the knowledge that one day there will be a goodbye.
Every first kiss comes with the certainty that there will one day be a last.
And yet even though we knew all love ends in sorrow... even though we know that price... we pay it. We pay it again and again and again.

We pay it because it makes life worth living. We pay it because... love is always worth it.
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Reviews  14
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Artwork  36
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Dota 2
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Zack Vermillion
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DOOM + DOOM II
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River flows in you
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💜 My perfect games / 私の完璧なゲーム 💙
1. Alan Wake • 100%
2. Blasphemous • 100%
3. Clea / 克莉 • 100%
4. Cult of the Lamb • 100%
5. Cyberpunk 2077 • 100%
6. Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc • 100%
7. Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls • 100%
8. Dark Souls (Remastered) • 100%
9. Dark Souls 2 • 100%
10. Do Not Feed The Monkeys • 100%
11. Everlasting Summer • 100%
12. Elden Ring • 100%
13. Ghostrunner • 87%
14. Helltaker • 100%
15. Hollow Knight • 70%
16. Lies of P • 100%
17. Life is strange • 80%
18. Life is strange 2 • 100%
19. Little Nightmares • 100%
20. Love Ribbon • 100%
21. Mafia : Definitive Edition • 81%
22. Papers, Please • 77%
23. Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Trilogy • 83%
24. Resident Evil 2: Remake • 80%
25. Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice • 100%
26. Silent Hill 2 (2024) • 100%
27. Terraria • 86%
28. The Last Faith • 100%
29. Tokyo Dark • 100%
30. Tomb Raider (2013) • 100%
Favorite Game
Cyberpunk 2077
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Hours played
53
Achievements
Version 1.0
100 XP
Achievement Progress   53 of 57
+48
Screenshots 30 Artwork 2 Review 1
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Something truly mesmerizing
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わたしはあなたをまもリます 💜
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Comments
Sharky 14 hours ago 
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Have a wonderful weekend :chocola2:
☭Pioneer☭ 10 Jan @ 4:50pm 
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ℋ𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓖𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉 𝓦𝑒𝑒𝓀𝑒𝓃𝒹!:jasminhappy:
Andúnië⁸⁷ 10 Jan @ 4:32am 
Sending positive energy your way for an amazing Saturday and Sunday spent doing everything that makes your heart happy!
Sharky 31 Dec, 2024 @ 9:13pm 
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:luv: :awoo: Have a great and Happy New Year! :hanawoo: :luv:
Ttea.ruw 31 Dec, 2024 @ 10:24am 
Happy New Year Folks! :atomical::stuntrap::atomical:
Vincent 31 Dec, 2024 @ 9:30am 
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